this was a voice of yesterday...

i have been contemplating on a career moves since eons ago.  but should i really take the big step?  i have missed a lot of nice opportunities for growth since i stuck it out in here.  i think i need to give myself an ultimatum.  perhaps april 2007 (it is just a few days more)would be the time for me to decide, but still i have not decided.  i will rethink my possibilities and give myself what i deserve.  i am loyal as the word connotes, but i am loyal to myself too.  the organization i am in has a very high turn over of employees.  since the 1.7 (2 now)years i was here, 10 people has resigned and we are talking about a work force less than that not counting the guards and housekeeping.  there are only 3 of us sticking here like a glue... and i am wondering why?  but the organization is giving me a chance to grow... i will be attending the leadership conference next month, so i guess i am groomed to be a leader... so i guess i will just stick it out as of now.

the resignation of rathna has made me think again.  it seems i will lose one of my functioning arms if she leaves.  hmmmm............. let me stick it out until april and let us see what the future promises ahead.... and i have decided that i am sticking it out as yet... noli is moving places and i am his wind... but the wind need to go places too.

i am not in my smiling self again.  i need to get out of the office today so i will not end up snapping on people when i am in distress.  urghhh!!!!!!!!! this has happened lately... and in retrospection, i have not changed at all... i hope i will - for the better that isQ