this was a voice of yesterday...

i have been contemplating on a career moves since eons ago.  but should i really take the big step?  i have missed a lot of nice opportunities for growth since i stuck it out in here.  i think i need to give myself an ultimatum.  perhaps april 2007 (it is just a few days more)would be the time for me to decide, but still i have not decided.  i will rethink my possibilities and give myself what i deserve.  i am loyal as the word connotes, but i am loyal to myself too.  the organization i am in has a very high turn over of employees.  since the 1.7 (2 now)years i was here, 10 people has resigned and we are talking about a work force less than that not counting the guards and housekeeping.  there are only 3 of us sticking here like a glue... and i am wondering why?  but the organization is giving me a chance to grow... i will be attending the leadership conference next month, so i guess i am groomed to be a leader... so i guess i will just stick it out as of now.

the resignation of rathna has made me think again.  it seems i will lose one of my functioning arms if she leaves.  hmmmm............. let me stick it out until april and let us see what the future promises ahead.... and i have decided that i am sticking it out as yet... noli is moving places and i am his wind... but the wind need to go places too.

i am not in my smiling self again.  i need to get out of the office today so i will not end up snapping on people when i am in distress.  urghhh!!!!!!!!! this has happened lately... and in retrospection, i have not changed at all... i hope i will - for the better that isQ

In the middle of saving the world and saving myself... i am resorting to blogging again!

my head aches with all this computing when math was never my favorite, but i need to calculate and recalculate! grrr...

i am just writing whatever gibberish idea comes to mind.  by the way, i am quite excited with all the developments to come this year... there will be a lot of changes and a lot of plans... i just hope most of them will come true... God is on our side, i know...

1. Ate Dimpz is coming to Cambodia

2. BFBL will start production next month

3. Nanay and the grannies are coming end of March or July

4. Leadership conference in Hyatt Regency at Chesapeake Bay in April

5. Our BLISS project with nanay and tatay in June

6. CamboLANdia to take fruit before year end